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“I want oneeeee!” October 13, 2008

Filed under: 71366 — jido @ 9:05 pm

My maternal instinct screams that everytime I see a baby or a kid that is below 3 years old it’s driving me crazy already. Because frankly i know, neither me or hubs are ready for it. My mum KNOWS i’m not ready for it. During raya in Muar, poor hubster had to wear the same baju raya twice because I only brought the baju of his third baju raya, while the seluar sat nicely in the closet of our bedroom in KL.

‘Macam mana nak ada anak, seluar raya laki awak pon boleh tertinggal.’

Yes, mum.

I know I’m still too selfish to let my sleep be disrupted by a crying baby. I know I still love my weekend mornings too much to wake up extra early to feed and bathe a baby. I know I still curse a tad too much to be a mother (i take conscious efforts to stop cursing on the road nowadays – just in case, lol). i know i still love Foy too much to share him with another attention seeking creature like me.  And i know he too feels all of the above.

So, I guess I’ll just make do with the occasional cuddles i get from my baby nephew and niece, for now. So there, internal self conflict settled. Toodles!


7 Responses to ““I want oneeeee!””

  1. Natte Says:

    nyahahahahaha!!! 🙂 🙂 no worriessssss…. when the time is right, insyaAllah all will come smoothly 🙂 hehe which reminds me… when shud i open ‘factory’ oredi?? 😛 😛 *calculating months in mind* hummmmmmmmm hehe

    jom same2??? hehehe 😛

  2. shikinut Says:

    cepat2 ade baby jidon! bleh aku main ngan baby jid jr or foy jr. haha. (im not helping, am i??)

  3. sherot Says:

    JID, lama x catch up. having baby fever, eh? ahaha, igt aku sorang je. hows life now? ko wat open house in that apartment x?

  4. denise Says:

    baby fever? sherot? =) *ermmm* am i missing something here? haha..btw jid, anak korang sure cute giler ok!!! can imagine it! and yeah.. ish.. aku yg tak kawen lagi ni pun.. cam tak sabar ok.. hahah.. ish dah kene kawen dah ni.. hahah..

  5. sherot Says:

    haha..u’re not missing anythingla den.biasa la pompuan mesti kdg2 ada baby fever. aku ni plak terlebih2 maternal instinct, pdhal kawen pon lambat lg.huhuhu

  6. shera Says:


    tak tau pun u updated ur blog!!

    miss u so much….

    p/s: saya juga bisa jatuh cinta dgn cute babies 😦

  7. Hey, congrats on beating slashdot to the noodles story, now goodnight. Come on

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